This hits too close...

Happyme493 June 29, 2024 8:00 am

Mincheol is a jack-ass, but I understand why she never left him. It's hella terrifying and maybe because of the past, she see things she wants to see, and I can see it too, I can feel it as she does.

"Maybe I can still love him, maybe he can change."
"Maybe, just maybe, if I do a little better, things will turn back the way it used to."

Those thoughts comes in, stopping her from leaving him. The thought of that one sparkle of love moght exist.

Then, reality hits, and she sees him, the real him, how much he has crumbled, how much love exists, which is none. I can see what a fucking asshole he is and it makes me disgusted at myself for thinking "maybe she's right."

With that, I don't trust the Beom guy. I don't trust him at all. All I wish for Han Nae-Soo is to find the courage to finally sent herself free. The key is in the cage, but with that much freedom of choice, it's scary to just take it and run away. I understand how that feels.

But Han Nae-Soo, please, I beg of you, fly away. Break yourself from Mincheol, turn away from love that you wish to seek, because how can you love another when you can't love yourself?

I don't want you to learn it the hard way...
Please...

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