Literally it’s like any chance to try to make us feel sorry for him
He had his own delusions about how fl is, and now is upset that she's not the same person as in the delusions he made.
Many people who go through traumatic things for the sake of someone often end up blaming them in the end. Because they're the ones who's on your mind as you go through everything even the bad and end up throwing it on them. In a way, it's how some parents who give birth end up hating their kids when they go through severe trauma and hardships having a mindset of "My life would've been different if you never came". I believe that's especially the case with ML as he way going mad from the torture as he was thinking of FL, blaming her for what he went through to not go mad and end up broken.
I've reread this but I can't really see why the Ml blames the Fl????? Am I dumb she's not being ignorant right? It's just that her family raised her like that, not knowing the dirt her father did?.. And this flashbacks are kinda getting annoying.
Also I know he is feeling conflicted but he really loves her right? Tf why would he do that
If they are going to be together at the end, he better have the best character development istg