It was a good read made mid bc of the ending. Really wished seme didn’t have to grovel for forgiveness at the end when the uke was the one who needed to grovel
EXACTLYYYY
True, seme needed to apologize for having a past? He didn't even introduce them, they met by accident so we can't say the seme is an ass for introducing his ex fuck buddy to his partner, idk but I agree this was a good read that turn mid at the end
RIGHTT like the top did everything right, DIDNT pressure him into anything at all (if anything bottom was the one rushing into things) and clearly bottom was too used to taking him for granted considering he’s been casually cooking for him and all to the point he invited himself to stay with the top while sister took his apt… and now he has a Pikachu face about top havinf a sex life of his own and being irritated he’s not inexperienced while he was with 3847733 girls, being mad he’s friends with his past fwb and not taking a moment to reflect on how he dragged him to his dates as a third wheel and how that would’ve felt
And now he gives no reassurance about his feelings and makes the top feel desperate like he has to work hard to win him over, and keeps him anxious till the end when getting into a relationship officially with STILL a “might as well try” attitude again
Like he pretends he’s scared of dating cause he’s scared of a future breakup meaning end of friendship but instead of being “I love you, we have years of friendship as stable basis for a relationship, let’s go all in and cooperate to have a good lasting relationship” hes like “oh okay maybe I like you let’s date maybe” ?/?????? TOP IS GONNA DIE FEOM ANXIETY IN HIS HANDS
put up with bottom being this annoying hoping he’d redeem himself by rh3 end but nope
AND YE HE WASNT SECRET ABOUT THERE BEING SOMETHING IN THE PAST BETWEEN HIM AND BLUE HAIR, like it literally all started from seeing them kiss, you can’t blame him saying he kept it secret
And the petty mind games of telling him he’s reconsidering his feelings when he wasn’t when top told him about his past with blue hair, watching him from the window when the top was apologizing for things and not calling him up and saying it’s ok when supposedly “seeing him like that wasn’t as satisfying as he thought”, and in that state of distancing him and not talking, deciding to not reassure him again when the sis mentioned him up with his ex gf KNOWING the thoughts top would be having, like bototm was set on constantly hurting him in every way and for what crime???
Uke is getting on my last mf nerve getting mad at seme for having a causal relationship with ONE other person while he switched girlfriends like clothes, which he didn’t treat them all that well either. He’s had multiple relationships where he was an ass boyfriend yet gets mad at seme for having one relationship where he treats the other decently. Seme deserves someone who’ll love him proudly and wholeheartedly not the trash uke with a victim mentality.
He said sum like “I’m not sure ab this relationship” yet was the one who suggested they kiss bc he was jealous when he has no right to be. Also uke had the audacity to say that shit with the intention to HURT seme and added salt when he met with his ex gf out of spite.
And I see the cmts justifying ukes horrible behavior and saying the seme is the one in the wrong like huh?!? Did we read the same shit?!? It was implied that uke knew seme and the blue haired guy had a small thing from the beginning so the seme didn’t hide the fact they were together. And I see a cmt saying seme was selfish for telling uke of their relationship at all, but if uke happen to find out on his own later on, then y’all would call seme trash.
Seme was nothing but perfection, hid his crush bc he wanted uke to find his own happiness, repeatedly asked for consent, constantly makes uke favorite food, nvr gets mad at all of ukes hot and cold attitude. Like I get being kind doesn’t entitle seme to ukes love, but seme was content in being friends forever, it was the uke who pushed their relationship further and was wishy washy ab it till the end.