Responses
I think this is a somewhat common thing that happens but I think you should go to therapy and I mean that in a not mean or joking way because lord knows I need therapy but I think you have had a not normal development and should probably go maybe just to see what the doctor says and maybe there's nothing to be concerned about but if there is then hey there you go
So like I had this weird obsession with gore since I was a kid, it started when I was around 8 years old when I began watching happy tree friends, my friends found that show eerie but it was quite a comfort to watch idk why. After that when I find some trending murder or people being pulled off limb by limb I begin searching for it until I find it, and I find it amusing, to be honest. Listening to podcasts where they describe the death of a person specifically is satisfying to me, if people have those Mukhang ASMR typa stuff to relax to I have my podcast and gore vids to listen to and watch for relaxations. and ik what I'm about to say next is kinda not normal, but when I see a person or meet one I would often think of the ways they would die at that moment and how they would look like while it happens, like their eyes rolling out; their brains exploding; their intestines gushing out yk? AND IK THIS KINDA OFF TOPIC BUT I'M AFRAID OF HORROR SHIT BUT NOT THE STUFF I MENTIONED !!!!HELP LOL