Im questioning if this is shounen ai or yaoi😭 but I lovit

I read the novel and they do sleep together, they might end up showing it but it’s close to the end

Bro where can I find that! The ones I found is only updated to the part manga is

If you google it’ll come up but I found it on scribd! Was able to get a free trial to read it, I think it was around 1700 pages in where we are at now