that's not it. you should communicate your concerns to your partner. is it that hard? you ended up hurting him and let him chased you for how many times. just because YOU think that he's not that interested in your relationship.
let me add bruises to your face.
that's not it. you should communicate your concerns to your partner. is it that hard? you ended up hurting him and let him chased you for how many times. just because YOU think that he's not that interested in your relationship.