I feel you. I didn’t really like the FL. In my opinion she was boring and had quite a lot of power in the relationship to a point that it made me uncomfortable whenever she pushed him at specific times. (Specifically the attempted raw scene). The only thing that kept me going was the smut and how I loved the ML.
How old is the ml and fl?
he's 20 she's 28, it was literally shown on thw characters profile
Yeah I felt the same about how he deserved to be treated better. And he was likable but he himself chose this.
I dropped this around ch. 17 cause it was just so slow and the chapters were basically the same, smut, monologue, flashback, smut, monologue, flashback etc.
the ml deserved better too, he's clearly an innocent guy and the age gap made this feel a little predatory cause she took advantage of his inexperience and naive nature to forget her ex
idk why this has such a high rating either and I couldn't get past the stupid classmate reunion scene where she uses the ml to make her ex and past classmates jealous that she's 'dating' a younger dude.