I’ve been on a rereading binge and omg the first time I read this and he got caught mast...

I’ve been on a rereading binge and omg the first time I read this and he got caught masturbating I fucking cried from second hand embarrassment I’m not even exaggerating I legit shed tears and didn’t pick ts back up for weeks. I usually just cringe but ig on that day i was extra emotional. Now on my reread imma skip the first chapter