
In the original Lilian was somehow was able to survive being sacrificed, it’s probably due to the fact that she is not of royal blood. Because a fake was used as a sacrifice instead of a true royal blood, the Emperor was cursed to kill all his bloodline and himself. Leaving Lilian as the only surviving of the massacre. In order to avoid the massacre she wants to be the sacrifice and find the same way Lilian survived. After she survives, she’ll leave. Probably use the fact that she used as a sacrifice to fake her death. If everyone assumes she died, then no one will try to look for her like they did when it was revealed that Lilian is a fake.
I thought she was trying to escape the whole time but in later chapters, she's trying to become the sacrifice instead of Lilian? Why doesn't she wanna live anymore? I'm confused, I can't keep up with this anymore