bls with all love?

Kono Te wo Hanasanai de (just a bad backstory), Kimi no yoru ni fureru, Under My Skin

3 of my personal favs ^^

Here you go dear
Shounen Ai: Fluffy bl
https://www.mangago.zone/home/mangalist/2536358/
Yaoi: Fluffville
https://www.mangago.zone/home/mangalist/2526492/

Hope it helps and you feel better soon

thank you both for the recommendations