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Finally someone who seems to get it. Everyone hating the poor lady.
Exactly
i fear this is the classic case for many people who can’t truly be who they are
beta
Finally someone who seems to get it. Everyone hating the poor lady.
Exactly
i fear this is the classic case for many people who can’t truly be who they are
Some people are just mad at Jinjoo for rejecting Doyeoon but don't understand the turmoil and suffering Jinjoo has been going through for a very long time. She left her family and spent all her life with a man she's not attracted to but had been convincing herself she does and this chapter probably confirms it that she's a lesbian.
Her self esteem issues and religious guilt are definitely not helping. She doesn't even have any friends so all her life all she had was her husband so of course she's afraid of leaving him when she keeps thinking that Doyeon is so similar to her husband and when she has not even come to realize her fear and aversion to men in general and her sexuality.
She hates herself and thinks she'll ruin Doyeon's life due her self image and internalized homophobia. She also thinks it's unfair but she can't help but take comfort in Doyeon when everything else in her life is so stressful and hopeless. It makes me so sad that she has been afraid and depressed for so long.