My feelings whatsoever

I don't have much to say — my heart ached like crazy it hurts so much it's as if someone was squeezing it so tightly, my tears didn't come out anymore it no longer gushed down my cheeks as a replacement for my sorrows and anguish. i wanted to scream and cry but i couldn't i dont know what I'm feeling right now all i know is im full of sorrow. The feeling of longing and being desperate for someone is something I've felt during my reading. It hurts I felt like a fool waiting for someone w/o knowing if they genuinely liked me or am I the only one liking them. The feeling felt so familiar and unfamiliar at the same time I couldn't determined what to do until I finally got to see them happy.