FUCK, WAIT, IM READING ALONG CHAPTERS 80+ AND WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO DOOSHIK. LIKE I KNOW IT'S REVENGE BUT..........
Like, from what I've skimmed and lightly read so far, the brothers (are they twins or something?) are very involved with Jooha's suffering (i skimmed over chapters 61+, where one of the brothers kidnap him and SA and gangrape him) but Dooshik is doing the same things to the other brother that they were doing to Jooha. On one hand, I understand that it's revenge, but Jooha knows first hand what a horrible experience that is so its TOTALLY UNDERSTANDABLE WHY HE'D BE SO HORRIFIED WITH DOOSHIK'D ACTIONS.
Even if it was revenge, it's like proving that Dooshik is just the same as all those other men who raped Jooha... I believe in revenge, revenge killing makes sense, but revenge rape....... I don't know, sexual violence has always seemed the most unforgivable crime for me. I understand Dooshik did it out of love but...
Anyways, im just gonna skim read this, i just wanna know the story but i have to confess that this story just makes me sick... This is just me though, not shaming anyone reading this.
I read other people commenting that the author might have a rape fetish, and i totally agree
Dooshik is crazy and he knows that damn well too. But I'd say not as evil as to inflict pain upon someone for profit or just for the fun of it. That's why even though i felt bad, i also kind of understood where dooshik was coming from. When those scenes came up, the only thing in my mind was. Oh in this moment even for a split second, did daekwang think to himself that this was what jooha had to go through because of them. And when daehwi had to witness the horrors unfolding before him, did he think to himself that this was what dooshik had to witness because of them. The consequences that they brought upon themselves, the cost of playing with fire.
I was never able to read this manwha because of all the rape. I just got sad reading this. I know it has a sweet couple but all the violence and sexual assault was so prominent that i couldn't exactly enjoy the story.
I'd just cry cuz I'd feel bad for the characters, I'm too weak hearted for this shit