I don't think emotions can be rationalized, maybe she understood in her head that the child is innocent but in her heart she still hated everything related to the ML. What really is bugging me is: if she hated him so much, how the hell did they have a son? Did the ML forced her? Or it was in a dubious consent, since he's her husband so she just accepted...
good question. thought of that after i already posted.
there a lot of manga's i've read where the marriage is arranged & the wedding isn't consummated months, even a yr after the marriage - not until the couple develop genuine feelings.
so even if she was forced into marriage, given how she felt about the ML & his family, i doubt she would rush to him bed. even if she was tying to get him to love her, just to turn around & break his heart. am sure she could find a way to prevent a pregnancy no (￣∇￣") so there a couple of questions that need to be answered, i guess.
It could be a sense of duty? No matter if she hates him or not. In those times not having a child can cause problems. It could be more on a realistic side of things where no matter if he or she wanted to; it’ll cause problems and basically had hated sex to conceive the boy. That could explain why she hated her son. He was brought into the world with hate, and extension of a man who hurt her
even can understand her anger at the ML (as she couldn't really direct her anger at the adults). but her hurting her own son ┑(￣Д ￣)┍ is something i don't get.
especially when he's a male version of her & her mother. shouldn't she have seen her mother in him? herself as a child & what she was doing was what was done to her? Σ(っ°Д °;)っ
hate & anger blinded her so much - idk - hard for me to buy this. & am curious about the ML POV (both of his parents were rotten?) were they also abusive towards him? or just cause he was a child he didn't have to power to stop them ＼（〇_ｏ）／