Speak your truth
I’m not 100% sure yet, but I’m pretty sure the author is trying to portray Sohan’s misplaced feelings of obligations towards his parents. It’s as he said in this chapter, in his mind he feels like he has to be greatful because they’re the reason he’s born. It’s why he doesn’t get angry when his mom left him with his piece of shit dad or angry at his dads attitude. Because he has this misplaced sense of guilt.
What I’m thinking and hoping for in the next chapters is that he’s gonna snap out of that somehow and realize he doesn’t have to feel obligated and guilty for that because it’s not his fault.
ok yall please dont hate me... but Sohan is really getting on my damn nervers letting his father stay. I know thats his dad and he still has great love for his parents, so I would understand if he just let his dad stay and mooch off of him, IF his dad was being nice about it, BUT sohans dad is clearly a fucking asshole who talks shit about him being gay and talks shit about his friends as well. And he literally hit Sihwa in the head with a fucking golf club???? At this point im more pissed at sohan than at his father, just because hes being dumb af