idk why

yaoilover04 June 15, 2024 7:42 am

idk why but the sex scenes aren't like speaking to me. Like it just leaves me a bit uncomfortable and empty. Like the uke is not really staying consistent in his feelings or anger or like intentions.
it really could just be me, but I feel like this story isn't grabbing as much as it COULD with this story line.
I'm just hanging around to see if maybe it does more in the future

Responses
    Ayakashi Amori June 15, 2024 7:45 am

    I have good news for you, feeling empty and uncomfortable while watching rape is a very healthy reaction

    AverageMagicalGirlsEnjoyer June 15, 2024 7:55 am
    I have good news for you, feeling empty and uncomfortable while watching rape is a very healthy reaction Ayakashi Amori

    Facts,the only reasonable reaction to grape but some people really can't tell them apart☹

    yaoilover04 June 15, 2024 9:56 am
    I have good news for you, feeling empty and uncomfortable while watching rape is a very healthy reaction Ayakashi Amori

    no but like I mean a different type of empty. LIke the scene is not depicting the violence or something. I don't know. I just don't feel in the scene you know.
    i didn't mean like that obviouslyyyyy

    yaoilover04 June 15, 2024 10:03 am
    Facts,the only reasonable reaction to grape but some people really can't tell them apart☹ AverageMagicalGirlsEnjoyer

    I meant like that the author almost makes it seem like the uke is okay with this or something. I don't know. The emotions just aren't reaching me. That's what I meant. I can OF COURSE tell the fucking difference

    Ayakashi Amori June 15, 2024 10:26 am
    I meant like that the author almost makes it seem like the uke is okay with this or something. I don't know. The emotions just aren't reaching me. That's what I meant. I can OF COURSE tell the fucking differenc... yaoilover04

    Well uke is expressing different emotions, because he isn't 0-1 character, of course he feels it different when for example the 1st time they had sex he was in control mentally, because he wants to kill him by doing it with him and he will feel different when he loose a control of the situation and feel like he is the one loosing something, he can feel please and disgust at the same moment and he develops some weird feelings for his abuser because of the strong emotions he feels at the moment

    yaoilover04 June 15, 2024 10:48 am
    Well uke is expressing different emotions, because he isn't 0-1 character, of course he feels it different when for example the 1st time they had sex he was in control mentally, because he wants to kill him by ... Ayakashi Amori

    idk I get all of that, because this has happened in some manga's I've read.
    but for this manga it's like not doing the same. I can't put my finger on it.
    but I get what you mean

    AverageMagicalGirlsEnjoyer June 15, 2024 11:00 am
    I meant like that the author almost makes it seem like the uke is okay with this or something. I don't know. The emotions just aren't reaching me. That's what I meant. I can OF COURSE tell the fucking differenc... yaoilover04

    HELPPPSHHSHSHSH I wasn't talking to you,I'm not even mentioning that's you whaaat????

    yaoilover04 June 15, 2024 12:00 pm
    HELPPPSHHSHSHSH I wasn't talking to you,I'm not even mentioning that's you whaaat???? AverageMagicalGirlsEnjoyer

    oh I thought you were. Sorry

    I thought you were acting as if I didn't know uke was raped in this story

    My comment was more about like the emotions I'm not really feeling through this story. Idk why but I just don't really feel connected or something

    AverageMagicalGirlsEnjoyer June 15, 2024 12:33 pm
    oh I thought you were. SorryI thought you were acting as if I didn't know uke was raped in this storyMy comment was more about like the emotions I'm not really feeling through this story. Idk why but I just don... yaoilover04

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