That vile woman also told her to live as though she was dead or she would kill all her friends... even though... *waaahh* poor Kakana... she's been brainwashed into believing that if anyone knows she exists all the people she cares about will die... so she hides like a good little victim (not saying that in a bad way she's doing it because she's been told to do that in part) and chooses not to add people to care about
I think the male leads have worked it out. But Kakana doesn't know they know about her trauma from going into her dream. They said they wouldn't say anything because they wanted her to feel safe enough to tell them... BUT now they are stuck because they can't say "we know you're scared because of your past but we want to be with you and protect you and you don't have to be scared"
I don't like my phrase of 'good little victim' but I couldn't think of another way to describe it... she's a victim and is following the orders of the abuser out of fear and brainwashing
I'm crying. I feel so sad for Kakana. She's distancing herself from everyone because she thinks if she doesn't intervene or if she is not in their lives then they will eventually be happy. It's a typicall heroine character but hers is different it's not just her personality, it stems from her past. I hope our male leads will notice what she's feeling soon. Please don't abandon her