First of, from how it seemed the FL was his motivation to keep going and surviving. Second of, all the admiration and love was just for revenge from what?. Third of, he even believe that because her parents did such horrible things it’s also her fault but she didn’t even know. Fourth of, he seems to fight himself over how much he truly loves her. But if the public was able to just persuade his decisions why keep all the things that was given by her?. Why is he so toxic? Also why the fuck does he expect her to be the same noble kind, gentle, and innocent lady, when all she had was slowly being crushed by him and his fucking wondering why she wants to end it all. Like his so fucking confused what caused her to be so unwilling to survive?
First of, from how it seemed the FL was his motivation to keep going and surviving. Second of, all the admiration and love was just for revenge from what?. Third of, he even believe that because her parents did such horrible things it’s also her fault but she didn’t even know. Fourth of, he seems to fight himself over how much he truly loves her. But if the public was able to just persuade his decisions why keep all the things that was given by her?. Why is he so toxic? Also why the fuck does he expect her to be the same noble kind, gentle, and innocent lady, when all she had was slowly being crushed by him and his fucking wondering why she wants to end it all. Like his so fucking confused what caused her to be so unwilling to survive?