Im looking for some yaoi manga like The seme always love the uke but uke think it was a ga...

Im looking for some yaoi manga like
The seme always love the uke but uke think it was a game for the seme and never trust the seme truth love..
Or the seme give up on the uke bcz he just play with seme and never love him...
Or the seme regret bcz the uke like him but he never think of him and play with women and now the uke give up or have somebody else..
So that i can cry and cry and cry until my tears dry...
Or any sad sad yaoi manga also can.. pls pls