I don't think everything is normal right now

Speechless is how I can describe myself right now. Like, every now and then, I put down my phone and just rethink my whole life while absolutely staring at nothing. Question is, why are they suddenly being so romantic? How did it go from "I'll slit your throat if you dare touch me with your filthy hands" to "Babe, please keep going". Everything is so confusing. Just a few seconds earlier Yugeon was begging him to stop now he's begging for him to rail him even harder? I cannot with my curiosity. (I still want to know what happens next though).