The more I read, the more it feels like so shitty. The plot was so good at first
he doesn’t rape him anymore and becomes a sad boy who can’t live without him. like he really does everything so that he won’t want to leave him. even using medicine and getting counseling. seeing inseop in blood traumatized him a lot. the problem is inseop is being dumb as fuck. like sometimes i couldn’t believe what i was reading?? and until the very end he keeps getting slapped and beaten up a lot (by other people) and he feels sorry for them afterwards. who the fuck does that? i think author really wanted to create somebody who had only good will in his mind but he created a dumb person instead. he was so annoying i skipped his parts.
oh gosh thanks for the spoiler i'm not sure of i'll finish this now that I know how unhinged they are to the end.
Mayghadddd... I don't wanna read it anymore... Why does authors always wants MCs' to be dumb as fuck #－.－)
i never thought i could hate him like i really liked him in manwha actually but in the novel.. he pissed me off
no worries! i had to force myself to finish it ngl
1. Okay so they go to Hawaii for work. But Wooyeon is planning a romantic trip for both because Inseop never traveled before. He feels extremely jealous of a female assistant so when she brings some documents for him, he tells her to bring her room because he wants her to see Inseop naked in his room and understand the nature of their relationship.
2. Then he can’t find Inseop in his room after that. He panics and asks everyone (they are in lobby) and when he learns that documents consists of Inseop’s ID copy he freaks out thinking that Inseop left him. He fights everyone, then he hears an Asian man stabbed in front of the hotel. Thinking that it is Inseop he runs and try to see the body. Police almost arrests him for that. Then he looks for everyone barefoot and whole body covered in blood. After 4 hours he returns and finds Inseop waiting for him with a cake. Inseop saw his ID and learned that it is Wooyeon’s BD. Then he rapes brutally Inseop. But seeing him in pain makes him sick and he vomits. Then he starts to cry and begs Inseop to never leave. They confess each other.
3. After confession, Wooyeon thinks of the ways to tie Inseop to himself forever. He wants to impregnate him and marry him so he will never leave but since he can’t he decides to tell all his secrets with him, so that Inseop will feel more intimate with him and never leave after learning all of his secrets that nobody knows. He tells him that he has anti social personality disorder. That’s why he says his feelings are not the same with each other. (Wooyeon is extremely obsessed and Inseop is the only person he cares about) so he promises to never hurt him again (and anyone) and he will try to imitate normal people for Inseop. He really does btw.
4. Then they start dating. Wooyeon is extremely affectionate but Inseop acts really annoying like tf. He makes bad decisions. For example he gets stabbed by a stalker but decides not to go to hospital. He goes to company to see Wooyeon’s face. Wooyeon sees that and panics. Inseop almost dies from blood loss. Wooyeon cuts his own wrists and threatens doctors to take his blood for Inseop.
5. After Inseop recovers Wooyeon sends him to USA. Because he can’t stand seeing him hurt anymore. But since he can’t live without him he wants him to come back after six months. But in the first month he really can’t stand not seeing him and makes a car crash on purpose to cancel filming and go to USA to bring him back. He breaks his own arms in the process.
6. Wooyeon gets medicine for insomnia and counselling when Inseop was in USA. He can’t sleep without him and almost losing him made him go crazy. He has PTSD. Then after bringing him back he goes obsessed and possessive more and more. He thinks of ways to tie him to himself. So he decides to give all of his heritable and legacy to Inseop so he never leaves. He wants to quit acting but since Inseop said he liked actor Wooyeon he doesn’t. Because if he’s not an actor, he is nothing for Inseop. He thinks that’s his only value to continue relationship. Like he acts like a normal affectionate boyfriend (his mind is impure but he promised Inseop to be normal, but he is really so sick and twisted about Inseop. In a way he can’t breathe without him, he almost kills himself because he loves him too much) but Inseop is the weird one this time
Everything goes downhill from there in the last 30 chapters. They get happy ending tho. They have 373848 misunderstandings but they don’t solve any of them they just go on with their relationship after breaking up one time (wooyeon almost kills himself again)