Me too I can't move on from this one, Ilya is too kind and her fiance and sister are pieces of shit who should suffer something worse than death.
The tidbits about the fiance is just him dreaming and seeing glimpses of their past life so he isn't actually brainwashed or anything, he cheated out of his own violation.
Yea, why does Ilya have to suffer for those assholes, in the novel it was implied that it was because of her sister and all but I think it's because of Crow who is a powerful magician (crow it's on sight)
the sister - and in every life she's like I'm sorry but I fell in love. And then subtly flaunts her situation like she's married or is pregnant with the fiancé! like wtf you white lotus green tea piece of shit!
fiance - ooohhh okay that makes a lot more sense. I mtled it years ago and had to guesstimate what I was deciphering. Omg that just makes it ever worse! WTH! And there was one chapter from his pov where he knows Iilya didn't do anything wrong but imprisons her and is just pushing his anger onto her and making her suffer for no damn reason. The fact that there is no justice or karma served to him seriously pisses me off. Why do all asshole mls get off scott free?!?!
crow - okay mini spoiler if it hasn't already been spoiled....
my memory is a little fuzzy with crow but they do in the end together in the end. Like he either reverses time or goes to a timeline where he meet Iilya before she meets the asshole and they end up engaged! No karma served to the two assholes nor the awful parents tho T.T
I cannot get over the fact that until the very end the fiancé and the little sister never suffer and get a somewhat happy ending. I also hate how our fl never blames the sister and continues to love her like it's only right. That sister is a grade A bitch and no one can change my mind. Stealing the fiance and using pretty words to make her situation right is disgusting. ( ̄ε(# ̄)Σ
There are tidbits suggesting that the fiance is either brainwashed or controlled in some way but I don't care. The man is an asshole who made our girl suffer.(╯°Д °)╯╧╧
and finally why does the fl need to suffer over and over again? In the novel it seems that by the sister and fiance getting together, it saves the sister's life and avoids a civil war as she is not eligible for the throne but who tf cares. Just let the little sister deal with the shit. Why does the fl need to sacrifice everything so that other people can be happy and live a nice life? It's not like they even acknowledge her suffering or sacrifice. She's li8terally neglected, emotionally abused and gaslighted then thrown away. I'm so mad! Where's the pitchfork crew?!?! (╬ ̄皿 ̄)凸