need recommendations

I could never never finish this one because of too much angst. I brawled my eyes out too multiple times.
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/dark_heaven/

I'm not really sure about manga but you can read " The Song of Achilles".. it's an amazing novel dude .. even the mere thought of this makes my heart hurts. If you're looking for tragedy you can read "Banana Fish" or "Hanged doll manhua" .. if you're looking for smut with tragedy than you can read "MADK"
All these are BL except hanged doll

Deep Love - Pao no Monogatari
You're gonna bawl your eyes out 10/10

Years ago I read " love in the mask ". I still couldnt get over the feeling... I won't spoil you... but the art style is very old I must say

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/haruka_tooki_ie/
This ruined me

straights:
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/will_you_marry_me_again_if_you_are_reborn/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/watashitachi_no_shiawase_na_jikan/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/when_sato_kun_died/

non romance:
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/sea_foam/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/my_broken_mariko/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/hoshi_mamoru_inu/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_horizon/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/homeless/

BLs:
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kimi_ni_ienai_koto_ga_aru/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/haruka_tooki_ie/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/life_senjou_no_bokura/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/one_room_angel/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/a_proxy_painter/

J no subete. it was so bonkers i felt numb for a week

Try "into the rose garden" it's literally heart wrenching good TwT

thanks gais ヾ(☆▽☆)