Am i the only one who thinks like this??

She doesn't want a membership card for for the Duchess's harem. Lily just wants to feel wanted, she wants to feel love. And regardless of how to Duchess does it or shows it, she's that desperate for validation and feeling wanted that it went passed her just how manipulative and toxic the Duchess really is. Even her flashbacks to when she thought about everything, you can tell homegirl didn't think and just decided on Duchess based on the fact that the Duchess would do her and that Anna wouldn't

Yeah. Pretty shallow story if nothing else.