It wasn’t actually horrible at first, it was just… different I think.
For me seeing him being to crazy to care that he was ripping it so bad that their was sooo much blood was disturbing. I've seen a lot of sex scenes and that was the most bloody that I've seen. That's what I meant by it started horrible. Plus I'm never a fan of a relationship starting with sex it usually means that's all the manga will be though I don't think that's the case here. To me it was just a bad start to a relationship but it's quickly getting into more emotional territories and story. So I think the has potential to not just be sex.
Im having Taeju flashbacks . That was a bad start. I didn't even dare to reread.
Yes, I agree with all you stated. You reminded me that it was actually horrible ╮(￣▽￣)╭. I guess my coping mechanism erased that part of the story from my memories, rewrote it, and made me remember it as not that horrendous.
I've definitely done that before.
It starts out horrible but it's starting to get more emotional and interesting. Causing the guy to bleed so bad while I get why it happened since they didn't skimp on the details that looked so painful.