I'm brainwashing and gaslighting myself.

tongtong May 30, 2024 8:30 pm

YOU KNOW WHAT I CAN TAKE OR ACCEPT HIS SHITY PERSONALITY, NARCISSISM, & PSYCHO BEHAVIOR. I CAN SEE THIS CHAPTER AS A SWEET AND AWW UWU CHAPTER, AFTER ALL I LIKE READING STORIES WITH TOXIC MLS.

If only he didn't rape Inseob, like I'm open minded in what I'm reading as long as the mc wants it, as long as he is happy etc. but the fact that he rape mc it overshadowed my fictional acceptance of things. My rational mind always reminds me of his crime and how of a clown he is. Like I really want them to be the end goal cuz I like the ship dynamic (popular dude x average dude with health and self-esteem problems) but why would the author make ml a rapist . It is such a shame .

Are authors not aware that you can make a toxic character without making them a rapist? Like come on man, be more creative and think of other horrible abusive human behavior other that raping ppl, like it's not hard to use your brain and google, right?

Anyways I'm still reading this, I'm just ranting cuz I'm hella frustrated I wanna feel butterflies in my stomach in scenes like these but WHYYYYYYYY????? WHY DO THIS CREATORS NEED TO MAKE OR USE ONE OF THe MOST HORRIBLE CRIME IN HUMANITY.

Please if there are writers or artist reading here stop using rape or SA as a tool for the romance of your main characters.Be more creative, think of different crime like why don't you try organ harvesting or something.

Anyways I'm glad that this is fiction only and that my mind is still rational and can distinguish the rights and wrongs. I'll still ship and brainwashed myself that he didn't rape Inseob.

Responses
    Lilmushroom May 30, 2024 8:31 pm

    Omg feel you sm! The dynamic is so interesting but the rape ruined it!!!

    I also brainwashed myself saying it didn't happen while reading the novel (╥﹏╥)

    tongtong May 30, 2024 8:36 pm
    Omg feel you sm! The dynamic is so interesting but the rape ruined it!!! I also brainwashed myself saying it didn't happen while reading the novel (╥﹏╥) Lilmushroom

    I'm so close on making my own fan fiction of them (I'm not use to writing stories) like I literally found there fan arts on Pinterest super cute and interesting plus their dynamics BUT AAAAAHDHIDJDHDHDHSHSH (ノ`Д´)ノ彡┻━┻ (ノಠ益ಠ)ノ彡┻━┻

    We're suffering here cuz we don't always find dynamic like this

    Lilmushroom May 30, 2024 8:43 pm
    I'm so close on making my own fan fiction of them (I'm not use to writing stories) like I literally found there fan arts on Pinterest super cute and interesting plus their dynamics BUT AAAAAHDHIDJDHDHDHSHSH (�... tongtong

    Totally agree!