This is an adorable read. I really liked the story it pretty realistic but also idealized well at least the end in how sweet they were being. Like the idealized view of everything going right after a potential mess but honestly that is realistic just not everyone gets so lucky. I felt so scared they wouldn't communicate or that one of them would cheat and that's probably because of all the bad stuff in reality but also all the things portrayed in manga. But they work thru things and the doc did what I would have done honestly this story at the end I realized really reflects me and my fiance. My guy wasn't a player but he fell for someone else and broke my heart but 5 yrs later he realized that the entire time he couldn't stop thinking about me that he regretted it and he to was very afraid of hurting me again. And I had a hard time accepting that he had changed or wouldn't hurt me again. Being willing to put myself in that situation but we did work things out and were still together. So many of the things they think and say remind me of how ours played out and what we were thinking. But it does feel more idealized like the bad doesn't get shown at the end only pleasant memories but I think that's the point it shows we change and it's possible and what we're left with is a heart filled with love that's patient yet desperate for the one we love. We could wait for them but we could never truly let them go because their our life. Our peace. And are reason for being happy. Life just becomes really dull without the one you love and that's how you can tell your in love. And this story shows a lot of that just to a lesser degree than some relationships. They actually communicate and have less personality issues. My fiance sucks at communication and I am needy possessive angsty argumentative but he weirdly loves me anyway. Well he has worse issues but when you love someone those things bother you less. Ain't love grand? Even the second relationship reminds me of my own initially when we were talking again and video chatting he stupidly asked me to be his sex friend I turned him down straight and instead said why don't you ask me out instead but he told me his reasons and I can guess. He wanted what he could get and he thought I'd never forgive him he was also afraid of hurting me again. And to this day he regrets he ever asked the question but I don't thanks to that I knew he was still into me and wanted to start over and it was because of that we got into deeper discussions about why he did what he did and about how long it'd take for me to say yes because I made him wait a bit. I had trust issues but after all that time I had never forgotten him either my heart was just as impacted. I just had to learn to trust in his love to learn to forgive and be willing to put myself into that position again and for me he was worth it. And no one else was that's how I know it's love and why it deepens everyday because in the end no matter what he says or does I don't want to live a day without him. He just matters to much so if that means compromising, letting things go, forgiving, working past my issues, challenging myself, getting over myself, everything, it's all worth it because he's worth it. And my heart knows that.
Well that was a lot of things to say but seeing this relationship made me smile. Because it makes me realize maybe my relationship is a romance story to maybe someone would think it's great to. Realizing it's good and relaxing when I read it I was just surprised. Honestly because we have lots of ups and downs probably from his 0 communication skills and my insecurities but we're good by many people's standards. It's just my head it's always worried even if I'm sure but seeing this ending made me smile honestly I'm sure me and my love will still be together but I hope that this ending is something my tomorrow will always have. I hope that every tomorrow I have will always be as great as his gentle sweet hugs that make my life complete.
I referenced the dark side which they don't show here I figured maybe I should mention mine for me I have a hard time forgetting what he did in the past it creeps up on me and it makes me insecure. I also have a hard time forgetting the things he said to make me break up with him they were harsh and painful words which he said he said because he thought if he hurt me I'd forget him. But till this day I can remember those words and I hold all this over his head and throw it at him when I'm angry. Not good but reality. My guy is always afraid he'll hurt me. He has major sharing issues so I can't say what goes on his head 100% but everything that happened traumatized him I believe he's deathly afraid of it happening again not his falling in love but hurting me. Also the trauma of losing me. I'm potentially unpleasant and throw that at him to when I'm upset well references of should we be together or maybe you should go back home if you love them more or things like that. I say them because I can see it hurts but I wish my angry self would get over it and stop hurting him. Honestly I don't know why he loves me. He's told me but I wouldn't like me. I have to many insecurities and I'm afraid those will ruin things. But weirdly he stays anyways he sticks it out, he deals, he forgives, he works with it, and he takes it. I guess that shows I'm worth it no matter how angry I get he must think he deserves it and thinks I love you and I don't want to lose you I'll bear this storm if it means I get your gentle hugs tomorrow forever because your worth it. Well honestly that's my guess because he's a soldier with PTSD and family issues who is extremely bad at telling you how he feels you borderline have to be a mind reader but sometimes actions and the fact he stayed can show you how he feels plus the occasional word that speaks a mile. It might be really hard but it's also easy. Because we love each other and we think it's worth trying. So Even tomorrow we'll keep on doing that because that's all that matters.
Well I hope that wasn't depressing but that was the kind of thing I was thinking they idealized but its still really pretty to read and made my heart happy. Very good story.
This is an adorable read. I really liked the story it pretty realistic but also idealized well at least the end in how sweet they were being. Like the idealized view of everything going right after a potential mess but honestly that is realistic just not everyone gets so lucky. I felt so scared they wouldn't communicate or that one of them would cheat and that's probably because of all the bad stuff in reality but also all the things portrayed in manga. But they work thru things and the doc did what I would have done honestly this story at the end I realized really reflects me and my fiance. My guy wasn't a player but he fell for someone else and broke my heart but 5 yrs later he realized that the entire time he couldn't stop thinking about me that he regretted it and he to was very afraid of hurting me again. And I had a hard time accepting that he had changed or wouldn't hurt me again. Being willing to put myself in that situation but we did work things out and were still together. So many of the things they think and say remind me of how ours played out and what we were thinking. But it does feel more idealized like the bad doesn't get shown at the end only pleasant memories but I think that's the point it shows we change and it's possible and what we're left with is a heart filled with love that's patient yet desperate for the one we love. We could wait for them but we could never truly let them go because their our life. Our peace. And are reason for being happy. Life just becomes really dull without the one you love and that's how you can tell your in love. And this story shows a lot of that just to a lesser degree than some relationships. They actually communicate and have less personality issues. My fiance sucks at communication and I am needy possessive angsty argumentative but he weirdly loves me anyway. Well he has worse issues but when you love someone those things bother you less. Ain't love grand? Even the second relationship reminds me of my own initially when we were talking again and video chatting he stupidly asked me to be his sex friend I turned him down straight and instead said why don't you ask me out instead but he told me his reasons and I can guess. He wanted what he could get and he thought I'd never forgive him he was also afraid of hurting me again. And to this day he regrets he ever asked the question but I don't thanks to that I knew he was still into me and wanted to start over and it was because of that we got into deeper discussions about why he did what he did and about how long it'd take for me to say yes because I made him wait a bit. I had trust issues but after all that time I had never forgotten him either my heart was just as impacted. I just had to learn to trust in his love to learn to forgive and be willing to put myself into that position again and for me he was worth it. And no one else was that's how I know it's love and why it deepens everyday because in the end no matter what he says or does I don't want to live a day without him. He just matters to much so if that means compromising, letting things go, forgiving, working past my issues, challenging myself, getting over myself, everything, it's all worth it because he's worth it. And my heart knows that.
Well that was a lot of things to say but seeing this relationship made me smile. Because it makes me realize maybe my relationship is a romance story to maybe someone would think it's great to. Realizing it's good and relaxing when I read it I was just surprised. Honestly because we have lots of ups and downs probably from his 0 communication skills and my insecurities but we're good by many people's standards. It's just my head it's always worried even if I'm sure but seeing this ending made me smile honestly I'm sure me and my love will still be together but I hope that this ending is something my tomorrow will always have. I hope that every tomorrow I have will always be as great as his gentle sweet hugs that make my life complete.
I referenced the dark side which they don't show here I figured maybe I should mention mine for me I have a hard time forgetting what he did in the past it creeps up on me and it makes me insecure. I also have a hard time forgetting the things he said to make me break up with him they were harsh and painful words which he said he said because he thought if he hurt me I'd forget him. But till this day I can remember those words and I hold all this over his head and throw it at him when I'm angry. Not good but reality. My guy is always afraid he'll hurt me. He has major sharing issues so I can't say what goes on his head 100% but everything that happened traumatized him I believe he's deathly afraid of it happening again not his falling in love but hurting me. Also the trauma of losing me. I'm potentially unpleasant and throw that at him to when I'm upset well references of should we be together or maybe you should go back home if you love them more or things like that. I say them because I can see it hurts but I wish my angry self would get over it and stop hurting him. Honestly I don't know why he loves me. He's told me but I wouldn't like me. I have to many insecurities and I'm afraid those will ruin things. But weirdly he stays anyways he sticks it out, he deals, he forgives, he works with it, and he takes it. I guess that shows I'm worth it no matter how angry I get he must think he deserves it and thinks I love you and I don't want to lose you I'll bear this storm if it means I get your gentle hugs tomorrow forever because your worth it. Well honestly that's my guess because he's a soldier with PTSD and family issues who is extremely bad at telling you how he feels you borderline have to be a mind reader but sometimes actions and the fact he stayed can show you how he feels plus the occasional word that speaks a mile. It might be really hard but it's also easy. Because we love each other and we think it's worth trying. So Even tomorrow we'll keep on doing that because that's all that matters.
Well I hope that wasn't depressing but that was the kind of thing I was thinking they idealized but its still really pretty to read and made my heart happy. Very good story.