It sucks when parents try to make you feel guilty and put the emotional burden on you, especially when you're a child. I had to appease my mother whenever she vented about how hard her life is and how I was useless around her. I had to keep quiet because if I didn't I would have gave in to violent tendencies that I was afraid becoming. I wanted to scream but I could only sit there and listen to her.
Nowadays I don't talk to her at all. Because most of the time we could never have a proper conversation, it'd just lead to me listening to her vent her emotions on me. And I don't think I'll ever talk to her in the future.
I'd never want to put a child through that. I'd never want anyone feel as shitty as I did back then.
It sucks when parents try to make you feel guilty and put the emotional burden on you, especially when you're a child. I had to appease my mother whenever she vented about how hard her life is and how I was useless around her. I had to keep quiet because if I didn't I would have gave in to violent tendencies that I was afraid becoming. I wanted to scream but I could only sit there and listen to her.
Nowadays I don't talk to her at all. Because most of the time we could never have a proper conversation, it'd just lead to me listening to her vent her emotions on me. And I don't think I'll ever talk to her in the future.
I'd never want to put a child through that. I'd never want anyone feel as shitty as I did back then.