It might be just me but I don't like seeing Ethan's sex with his first love. Like was it e...

It might be just me but I don't like seeing Ethan's sex with his first love. Like was it even necessary? We could understand that he loved him without seeing his dick in him. And that quick shift from a child licking a bloody middle finger to an adult having sex doesn't sit right with me. I don't like how the author is normalizing certain things. Loving a married man, fucking his son, children's display, all this unnecessary dick scenes, a father figure thirsting after his kinda adopted son, etc. I just want to see Ethan and Tristan in bed. period.