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tbh I tried to explain but she yelled and hit me, and I lost my phone so ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍ plus when I told her it was for me to sleep, she called me pervert. and if you were wondering what I was listing to I was watching a live and the creator had a donation to do mouth sounds and she did (it was 50 buck tbh) I think the worst thing is that since being caught my sibling and parents don't look and act the same way to me before they avoid me now and when I try talking or hanging around them they stop talking or move to another room. . .
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tbh ya. . .. just as much as they are catholic, she told my siblings that I was caught watching fucking mouth fetishes crap even though I tried my hardest to explain to her what it really was and since I suck at talking (I have a speech impediment which causes me to stutter when I'm feeling strong emotions and mispronounce certain words) I fumble my speaking and made it worse
I know this is goanna sound weird but like you know how people have different and weird kinks such as feet, hands, hair, body types and all that do people get turned on from AMSR?? like I had gotten in trouble resiliently for listing to ASMR from my mom (I live under there roof cause A: I'm underage B: the housing around me cost a lot) she yelled at me and threatened to send me to a camp (my family is catholic) for listing to it and saying that what I am listing to is oral sex sound and that I am a pervert for falling asleep to it. . . now it's gotten me thinking do people listen to AMSR to jack off or something cause I thought it was to help people sleep since it helps me with sleeping and my anxiety and stress in my daily life ╥﹏╥