LITERALLY THIS.
I wanted to see Gin's reaction SOOOOO BAD like, once he's finally able to pull Hijikata out of the hole and then just see.... the used condom wrappers, the fluids, the bruises, the writing on the wall... And then to look at his face... tear streaks, puffy red eyes, snot.. misery on his face...
RAHHHHHH i want him to feel PAIN. I want him to REGRET. I want him to feel guilt. And I want Hijikata to never feel the same again, for their relationship to fall apart and for Gin to watch as there's nothing he can do...
Because he wasn't there for him. Because a funny joke/afterthought turned into the worst day of Hijikata's life.
I be goin thru it rn i guess. LMFAO I read this manga like YEARS ago and I just had the displeasure of clicking this and reading it again bc I have no self preservation LMAOOOOOO
God, do I fucking love Paraiso and Harada's artstyle tho. Shame that I don't really vide with their genre of choice ╥﹏╥
Wtf is this like why did he come from the other side like atleast let him feel the guilt like the guy in the wall was litterely crying while he was taking him out and what's up with the last pannel like why TF you smiling bro this is so messed up I know I have read more messed up shit than this but I have never cried. Or been so seriously angry after reading them unlike this one and like that's it this is the ending no revenge and no comfort for him he has litterely Ben through a helll