Ahh fccckkk

I thought it was a happy ending at least (╥﹏╥)
My eyes hurts now
And now I wanna share my story


When I was really young I remember my mom said to me grades don't matter as longs as you learn something and I was like my mom is the coolest
I was like in first or second grade
Then when I got on third grade I began to be one of the top ten
But then in my second year of highschool unexpectedly I wasn't in the rankings
But still I showed my mom my report card and I was not nervous because I remember what she said but then
" What a disappoinment, this is embarrassing"
That's what she said and I remember holding back my tears and I told her im sorry and I'll try again next time
I remember crying in the classroom as I hear the awards being given and many classmates saw me broke down I was so embarrassed at that time
And now when im about to be in college year while I was giving my mom a massage she said something
"Parents really shouldn't push their children too much on their studies"
I look at hurt and I feel so hurt and betrayed
And so I told her straightforwardly
" Mom remember that time when you said I was a disappointment and an embarrassment? That hurt me you know that really traumatized me "
And so she said sorry yeah I'm happy she did

That's why reading this hits so hard to me
Sorry if I'm being TMI