what bl has left you the absolute most empty and depressed?

december rain

killing stalking for some reason too

MADK
Taming the Tiger(without the extras)

10 years where i loved you the most

Definitely this. I was left depressed for awhile too because of this. Took many months to actually move on (never forget though) by burying myself in many other stories

Spring is Here and Ways of Parting

I did same, it hurt me so bad I was basically lost. It made mme discover Rebirth, recreation and transmigration genre, That's how desperate I was to change the story.

My childhood friend was a god

OUROBOROS：ウロボロス

Yes had to find whatever to heal and imagine there was a better ending for that

I would say "The Monsoon In June" it so brutal to me I experience something similar. The story doesn't prepare you for the finale. I would love to know if u end uo reading it! ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~

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