This. I don't mind with FL being dominant and ML tendency toward masochism but there's grey area in between when FL should stop treating him poorly most of times. Even from the get go FL didn't bother to hear his reason as why he ditched her on their 2nd date. Went straight angry then blocked him. And 10 years later they are in this situation. ML has no idea about romance and dating, as someone with more experiences I expect FL could be more gentle with him. Not just physically but also his feelings. She low key manipulating and groom him to be her STANDARD for her own satisfanction. Selfish af. Not to mention her attraction to ML from the start until chapter 40ish is just a physical attraction. While ML always giving his best to match her ridiculous needs. Some may say this is want ML wants but I dare to say he genuinely has no idea and time as to how to approach his own feelings and his own sexuality. FL d*ck riding him as soon as she got a chance just because she taste him.Taste his genuine and pure reaction. Really??
Loved the humour, art and the leads but overall felt the female was self centred and careless and he was a masochist. She was right when she said that she was stupid... Her treatment of him is pretty stupid. Pity though, I really liked her till chapter 45.