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same here, I also cried so hard at those chapters, they were very well written. It felt very personal, I'm 10 week pregnant right now and reading she lost it at 11 hit close to home. Same with her apathy and depression getting worse, when people might think you are getting better, because you just stopped communicating how bad it is. There are not so many stories out there that contain little details here and there that make the plot feel this relatable
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That's right, he's a very irrational character, like ''I want you to be miserable but wait I actually don't'' type of guy. He desperately wants attention from her by being a brute, which is a weird hobby honestly, but then changes his mind and is back to trying to be a prince charming or something smh
I actually cried when she was told she has had a miscarriage. What it meant for her then and what it meant after, I grieved for her a little in that moment, although I don't want to be a mother myself I'm not sure if I'm completely against it. If I were in her shoes all my might to live would have died just there and then.
She still loves him, but she's obviously tired of what it costs her to love him. It's so overwhelming to watch. Her absolute shock when she woke up and despair when he showed up in front of her...
This is the first time I've ever seen such an accurate description of depression.