Idk which chapter was it but there was a chapter where the MC gave ML a wish and initially the ML thought something else but when he remembered about his suicide he asked for him to live instead and the bottom was very surprised as well. Please know that the bottom and top are already happy with each other and the has already forgiven him and you’re so petty for keeping a grudge that isn’t even yours
The ML groweld and begged the bottom if that makes it better bro literally cried( which he didn’t at all in the fist half of the story) just because he realised he was shitty and asked for forgiveness of bottom. He did everything in his power to make it up to bottom. It would have been different if bottom didn’t forgave him and the top was forcing these things on him . BUT LITERALLY THE ML ACTUALLY MADE THE MC’S LUFE GREAT and they both acknowledge his rights and wrong. The top even said “I won’t do anything that you won’t like anymore”.
ML giving taejoo vibes just a bit tho