I see a little of myself in Banyi. That's why he's been my favorite character and I'll always sympathize with him when it comes to sentimentality or amnesia. You know, I thank my brain for erasing my memory, but sometimes I want to remember what left me so traumatized to the point of having to forget it in order to live, even with the consequences. I wish that at some point he would remember what happened but... I feel panic for him because this could be harmful and not bring good results in his life... And I wonder if I should do the same too? Not remembering or remembering in the end might not even make that much of a difference, I just have to live. But still, I want to remember and maybe lose my fear of letting people get close or having physical contact with others. And also, losing this absurd idea that any strange person on the street is chasing me to hurt me, even though sometimes he only lives in the same neighborhood as me. Well, it's good to find characters that you identify with, even if it's something negative. It feels like rethinking my own plans.
I see a little of myself in Banyi.
That's why he's been my favorite character and I'll always sympathize with him when it comes to sentimentality or amnesia.
You know, I thank my brain for erasing my memory, but sometimes I want to remember what left me so traumatized to the point of having to forget it in order to live, even with the consequences.
I wish that at some point he would remember what happened but... I feel panic for him because this could be harmful and not bring good results in his life... And I wonder if I should do the same too?
Not remembering or remembering in the end might not even make that much of a difference, I just have to live.
But still, I want to remember and maybe lose my fear of letting people get close or having physical contact with others. And also, losing this absurd idea that any strange person on the street is chasing me to hurt me, even though sometimes he only lives in the same neighborhood as me.
Well, it's good to find characters that you identify with, even if it's something negative.
It feels like rethinking my own plans.