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I don't think so. He's not 'choosing' to be blind. He sees all that doha is doing(shows it when he's being insecure/second guessing) he's essentially asking himself "what ifs" because of how doha has been over the years. It's perfectly normal to feel this way in a relationship (especially given the fact that it's been "one sided" for so long(in joons pov*)/lh/nm
nah mannn i've been patient enough for the last few chapters but joon is getting on my nerves fr. all doha has been doing is show how much he loves him, but he chose to be blind and keeps on self loathing