Why the author put the rope scene there in the first place, it doesn't make any sense, literally. His mental health it's not mentioned before so the su1c1dal thing there was literally out of nowhere and kinda useless for the whole story for me...
Yeah I know, in fact the thing that bother me is that it's out of nowhere, like is there just 'cause, like it was necessary? idk but I don't think so, just that, I'm not saying it's deep or something
I mean tbf it happens in real life too, when some people are crazily obsessed over their idols it creates a parasocial relationship where they might even self harm over it
It's really apparent that this man is VERY down bad for him.. I can see why he would get intrusive thoughts of wanting to off himself if his idol/muse/god were to ever dislike him. I don't think he can ever live without this man LOL
Why the author put the rope scene there in the first place, it doesn't make any sense, literally. His mental health it's not mentioned before so the su1c1dal thing there was literally out of nowhere and kinda useless for the whole story for me...