Why is it shocking hes 20?

Because Heesung wished he was around 12-13. I understand Heesung's pain.

u nasty

If you look closely you’ll notice this is a different account. There are four accounts that looks identical. Two are cyberstalkers impersonating the real one. They are saying weird things as their targets to get reactions as they defame the real one. So when you encounter the real one you would think it is the same person and attack the real one.
After months of this I can say they are beyond nasty. Ignore them. They will only gaslight you.

I didn’t explain the 4 accounts
2 are cyberstalkers.
1 is the real one.
Then this account. I am not the real one but defending the real one.