just try to not look at it sexually (づ￣ ³￣)づ
But they bring those things, I know he's mentally 21 years old, but make he think about a time when they were having sex (which was a very vulnerable moment and I liked how they talked about the older guy past experiences) and he thinks the older guy is sexy a few times already, you see, it's those little details that makes me a little icky, I'm glad it's all from the MC perspective (even if it had that "dream" when the older guy thinks about kissing the MC when he's 21 years)
Like I said, I'm liking this story and if their relationship continues like this, I'll still read it but it makes me think about how it'll play for them to be together at the end
Like, I'm really liking the story and all but it really bother me that he is so young ╥﹏╥
Not that it's ok this kinda of relationship but if he was like 15-16 years, it would be so much better in my perspective
I'm not trying to shit in the story, just something that makes me not fully enjoy it, I don't see nothing bad about how they're interacting right now, but... it's just an icky you know?