I fell this so hard but also a bit different.. I'm bisexual and Transmale but it's feels weird... I know that gay dudes will never see me as a men but also the rest of the men not as a men... I don't know with women but.. I don't even know if I can be in a relationship with them either.. it's just I can't even smell that smell and I don't know sometimes I feel like I want to puke just thinking about one... My problem is that I also have been used from men before so.. I try to keep the people who are important to me with my body... It's so much hate to myself and I get even dysphoria from just gaining a wait a little bit or getting more hair... But I hate my body how it is now too.. it's so confusing.. I hope they both become happy tho in the manga
This is so good and it hits so deep as a trans gay boy. If you ever wondered what it’s like, it sucks. I’m not any gay guys type because my body isn’t right, and chances are if I’m dating a guy, probably a pansexual or bi guy, it’s safer to date them as a girl and be a normal hetero-like couple because then neither of us risk getting hurt. But then I have to struggle with dysphoria and knowing that I’m faking who I am. Having characters even though they aren’t trans, relate to my trans experience is so so hard but great to see. It’s so sad this is discontinued.. I would’ve wanted to see more. And I’m curious how this little love triangle would’ve ended. Personally I’d love a polyamory ending where all three of them end up dating each other. It would’ve been sweet to see. And perhaps Shun (I think that’s the blondes name) would be a bit like me in a sense and maybe he’ll get top surgery! That would be cool to see. And I hope those damn sexual assaulters rot in hell.