Well first my dad doesn't let me join club activities (sports) which I love and he also doesn't let me visit my friends when they throw parties(birthday parties) and he doesn't even let me talk to guys (as friends not like dating )I feel like he's overprotective( he is not sexist ) but only towards ME he would act like that and I have to ask permission before I go out BUT MY BROTHER ON THE OTHER HAND HAS FREEDOM HE CAN TALK TO ANYONE HE WANTS AND DO WHATEVER HE LIKES HE GOES COMES BACK WHENEVER HE WANTS. basically that is why I would rather be a guy (but I don't wanna date girls)I'm straight but I really love YAOI, yuri is like okay (but I still love my father)
The first person in my family knows about me loving yaoi was my brother. It was an accident when he browse using my laptop and saw yaoi bookmark. He didn;t know anything about yaoi and out of curiosity he open and see. Afterward, he been saying how disgusting i am. I'm so hurt about it and i put distance and we didn't communicate as much as we did in the past. After he got married, he told his wife about my yaoi hobbies, she got ask me once about it. They looked at me in disgust and i have become somewhat 'stay-the-hell-away-from-me' kind of person. I never get to share anything or talk leisurely with my siblings anymore. I'm still thankful they didn't tell my parent about it. After that i got to know there was yaoi community out there, there are other person who have the experience same as mine. I am glad i am not alone ╥﹏╥