
What he means is that tae you don't have to believe that you belong to me you need to be aware of the fact that i illy consider you my belonging and also illy is trying to reassure himself that if i constantly have sex with him and say certain things again and again tae will become aware or brainwashed that tae is his property and himself that he will not go anywhere

Buddy you'll witness illy garbin tae ui private part so strongly that he passes out illy was jealous and making up scenerios in his mind that maybe tae had sex with xinlu or his try to leave me and have sex with xinlu he said to taeif you try to leave me i will crush it so you can not use it , after tae begged him and said what illy wanted he finally let go of private parts and he then had sex , knowing tae he decided fuck it I'll just stay with him
this is the second time i've reread this and i still don't understand ilay someone explain to my peasize brain pls