https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/10_years_where_i_loved_you_the_most/
Shounen ai ... This is the most absolutely heartbreaking I know... I don't know if the ending fits your tag of " it gets worse, before it gets better" since I wasn't able to finished this because of how heavy the story is ...
oh i’ve got two different lists for that
ANGST angst: https://www.mangago.zone/home/mangalist/894385/
made me cry buckets: https://www.mangago.zone/home/mangalist/114638/?filter=&page=1
… i’m a little scared now .. but thank you for the suggestion LOLL
omg TYSM! i Will be going thru them!!
something HEAVY on the heart <3 especially ones where the mc is just going thru the absolute worst of it, like that ao3 tag “it gets worse before it gets better” LMAO