Oo I totally get where you’re coming from! But yea it becomes clear later on that he is genuinely interested in yuder c: more spoilers below..
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In their past life, kishiar and yuder had a sexually intimate relationship, but their romance wasn’t developed at all. I think this was because kishiar bonded to yuder during his manifestation/heat which made the relationship strained :’)) like I think Kishiar felt a lot of guilt over that. It’s hinted in the novel that bc his awakened skill is pushing/pulling things away from him, he’s tried multiple times to push the bond (which he can see physically like a piece of string between him and yuder) apart until it eventually snaps… not that it ever did. It’s obvious that they loved each other tho (imo at least) even tho they didn’t outwardly show it.
In the present, they do get to share a romance which is nice & super healing lol bc the past was quite traumatic for both of them. They’re so sweet together!! It’s worth the wait bc even tho this is a slow burn romance, there are lots of scenes when there’s romantic/sexual tension hehe c:
yeah! here’s the link: https://novelingua.com/turning
Can someone spoil me does the ML remember the past too?