Well...no. The eldest isn't dead. He fucked up and is in hiding. Dad could care less coz he's all gaga over his longtime mistress and the mother is a pathetic bitch. I said it before and I'll say it again, nothing will ever make me forgive her. The regret she feels in the end is nothing compared to all the years she put her youngest thru.
Which one are you talking about? Mom has two sons. Asshole elder bro and our cinnamon ML. Spoiler territory:
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Eldest was conceived coz family elders demanded for dad to have an eldest son with wife. They consummated their marriage and had asshole son. 2nd time, I'd say rape. If I remember it right, the dad was drunk and slept with mom. That's our cinnamon ML right there. Dunno who raped who tho coz as I recall mom was sober and went with it despite the dad thinking she was the mistress. It's a terrible fam to put it simply.
I'd say fuckit, take my last name babe, you can join my family instead. They got another son, they don't deserve you.