What a dilemma

Taemin is obviously in a dark place at the end of this chapter since the realisation of his body's death has finally reached him. He is stubborn and very true to himself even when in tough situations like what happened in the gym storage room, we can all say he acted pretty reckless. That is why he doesn't want to live his life pretending to be siwon who is his opposite. At the very end this makes him stressed and feeling sick, which leads to him asking why "taemin" had to die that way and why his existence is denied. Then woojin pops up saying you need me to live like yourself from now on. We all know that taemin will not be relying on woojin anytime soon.
All in all I got to say I really feel sorry for taemin, it really is the worst feeling in the world to feel trapped with only one way to get out of it. ╥﹏╥