This is so awkward

Bonakid Pre-school 3 plus
Anyways, no need to force yourself if it ain't really working. At least you tried rather than giving up without even trying

But my classmate keep teasing me that im weird because im more into boy love, they keep saying that i should be more into straight sex since im a girl... It's bothering the hell out of me

Nah just ignore them. Just read what you want, what you like. They should have never bother with what you like. They are the weird one lol

It's none of their business what you want to read (unless its something with ill intent). Just because they call it "weird" doesn't mean its bad. As the previous reply said, try ignoring them if you can

You are a girl so ofcourse you would enjoy seeing the guys expression more than the girls since here they always put more of the girls face and pu*** which to you wouldn't feel that attractive but there are story's that make it so the boy and the girl both have expressions and erotic moments that actually exite you but yeah they are rare, I have seen some that's why my standards in smut has gone up by a lot. Boys love shows you the guys expression(uke) but gives you also a handsome man(seme), but this days they have become to toxic so I don't watch them anymore they are not worth it.

Honestly its not even about bl or straight smut atp its just that smut like these are always bad. And for some reason its always the straight manhwas who are written bad + weird artstyle.. there is only 1 straight smut I really like- maybe you'll like it too. Its Temptress (esp. 1 Season!)

Pro tip to everyone, don’t talk about reading smut at school!

Reading BL doesn’t have anything to with real life. It’s your personal preference. And your real life sexuality is way different from what u read here. Most of us who read BL is off for guilty pleasure we get from reading it. I too don’t like normal vanilla stuff. I like it more different from what we call “straight things”. So, I guess it’s alright and nothing to be ashamed off.

if what you’re saying is mlm sex turns you on more than straight then maybe you should consider therapy?

No way you suggested therapy for this. In fiction we have a rule or a saying, "what goes in fiction stays in fiction", you have no idea what fucked up story me and many people here have and we are still reading and get turned on, why? Because it's not real , and it has that excitement of what would happen next or a completely twisted plot twist, knowing that no-one is actually getting hurt. It's normal to want to see something different from your real world nothing wrong with that, wanting to enter a world of your own where a little bit crazy or a lot is allowed, but of course everyone can tell the difference between real world and the fiction one

this is like you saying it’s ok for pedophiles to read porn including children just because it’s fiction. i’m guessing you are a woman who gets turned on by seeing men have sex?

also no matter what you’re going through the resort isn’t to fetishize gay men. idk what you’re getting at? idc if woman real bl or if men read gl or wtv people read. it’s the fetishization that is weird. idk if you didn’t understand what i was trying to say or if you’re just seriously fucked up.

People have morals so to take pedophiles as an example it's taking it way to far, not to mention that such content it's not allowed in any site(if there is be the bigger person and report the site don't just watch), we were talking about something significantly small and you suggested therapy as your first solution which clearly it's wrong. Also fetishism that's not what's going here , what's going here is the fact that mostly smut puts what fl feels, her expressions or the fact of making it as if only she is enjoying it, while making the guys only to be perverts where as in bl you see the guys expression too which is sweet, though like I said I don't watch thoes anymore because they now make them to toxic, beside this is smut, what did you think we would be talking about ?,How to end world hunger or something?

No honey, it doesn't turn me on, fictional doesn't turn me on. My classmates 'accidentally' saw my chrome after borrowing my phone, they laugh at me saying i'm weird so as someone who cared about what people will tell me, i tried reading straight smut to fix myself.

ah don’t take this as me shaming you. as i’ve stated before idc what people read as long as they don’t read it for some weird reason such as fetishization and sexualizing. maybe i just read it the wrong way if that wasn’t what you were saying.

ok so you think that woman sexualizing gay men is not that big of a deal?? have you ever considered how gay men feel abt this?? as you stated in a previous reply “You are a girl so ofcourse you would enjoy seeing the guys expression more than the girls” that’s literally enough proof of you saying it’s alright to fetishize gay men bruh two men enjoying themselves together, expressing love to each other, and fucking each others brains out is enjoyable to you? think abt this for a second

What are you talking about? What do you think when you read smut ,cause its clearly not the normal stuff. Reading smut as a girl and seeing only the girl loving it while the guy compliments only her body all the time as if I don't have those parts doesn't interest me especially if the guy is left as only a pleasurable toy. Seeing bl at first where the guys had expression and weren't only stoic or toxic as in straight storys was so fresh(not gonna lie I skip the se* part not my taste, there are only maybe 2-3 that I have seen it) but I'm not putting fetishism here I'm telling you how bad the male characters where written in straight story's though now bl story's have become even more worse than what straight story's where back then.

It's fine to read whatever and if it makes u uncomfortable don't force urself to read it just don't be a fetishist

Then literally why read it?? At this point ur just looking for something to complain about LOL

you taking the time to even find this comment is crazy lmao, maybe you're the one looking for something to complain