. . . . . . . . . . My tummy hurt feeling so bad for MC but I didn't like the pain so I had to adjust myself for the sake of the story. So, I guess he didn't stop caring about him afterall. I wasnt sure if he was being serious but seeing him run to Yule after that whole intense showdown, I don't think he was lieing. And seeing the full story, MC never broke up with Yule, Yule broke up with MC. How interesting. Made me wonder why my stomach suffered when MC just wanted Yule but felt he shouldn't be with him cause Yule said so. Story was intense . I don't know why the other guy couldn't leave MC alone. I know MC broke his heart and all, but shouldn't one move on then? Though, maybe he had been deluded since MC came back crying..,MC seems wishywashy to me. He likes Yule most but can't commit to him because of the event that happened between them. But thinking again, he may only be insecure of staying with Yule since Yule broke it off right after making MC go through all that. When MC kept asking why Yule did that, I realize now he meant why Yule left him if he said he loved him. Not just about the event in question. (Maybe MC thought he did all that because he loved him so wanted to be with him but then Yule was like, we shouldn't be together and made MC question everything and decided to disappear just to make Yule happy?) The story had so many layers. I couldn't bring myself to sleep until the alternate endings came through. I can't say how I feel exactly, as psychological reads go, this was a bit harder than most. Maybe it's my state of mind? I remember enjoying KS from all the craziness mingled into it. Did I enjoy this? Well, I think I would have more if MC was more into it. Like, usually uke enjoy spanks but bro seemed in genuine pain... I don't know. So many scenes were maybe not my taste. Structure and art wise, I liked it a lot. And if you get to the point where you find out MC actually does want Yule it gets easier to read. The beggining gave the feel of torture chamber, then it was like the feeling of its a kink thing, and we don't kink shame here so, I got used to it? Goodness...anyway, regardless of a lot of things I was hooked til the end so props to the author cause they really nailed it. Thank you for the read. It was mega intense. Had me all kinds of ways haha. (●'◡'●)ﾉ
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My tummy hurt feeling so bad for MC but I didn't like the pain so I had to adjust myself for the sake of the story. So, I guess he didn't stop caring about him afterall. I wasnt sure if he was being serious but seeing him run to Yule after that whole intense showdown, I don't think he was lieing. And seeing the full story, MC never broke up with Yule, Yule broke up with MC. How interesting. Made me wonder why my stomach suffered when MC just wanted Yule but felt he shouldn't be with him cause Yule said so. Story was intense . I don't know why the other guy couldn't leave MC alone. I know MC broke his heart and all, but shouldn't one move on then? Though, maybe he had been deluded since MC came back crying..,MC seems wishywashy to me. He likes Yule most but can't commit to him because of the event that happened between them. But thinking again, he may only be insecure of staying with Yule since Yule broke it off right after making MC go through all that. When MC kept asking why Yule did that, I realize now he meant why Yule left him if he said he loved him. Not just about the event in question. (Maybe MC thought he did all that because he loved him so wanted to be with him but then Yule was like, we shouldn't be together and made MC question everything and decided to disappear just to make Yule happy?) The story had so many layers. I couldn't bring myself to sleep until the alternate endings came through. I can't say how I feel exactly, as psychological reads go, this was a bit harder than most. Maybe it's my state of mind? I remember enjoying KS from all the craziness mingled into it. Did I enjoy this? Well, I think I would have more if MC was more into it. Like, usually uke enjoy spanks but bro seemed in genuine pain... I don't know. So many scenes were maybe not my taste. Structure and art wise, I liked it a lot. And if you get to the point where you find out MC actually does want Yule it gets easier to read. The beggining gave the feel of torture chamber, then it was like the feeling of its a kink thing, and we don't kink shame here so, I got used to it? Goodness...anyway, regardless of a lot of things I was hooked til the end so props to the author cause they really nailed it. Thank you for the read. It was mega intense. Had me all kinds of ways haha. (●'◡'●)ﾉ